hmm. david is not good at cheering pple up haha. ok nvm :) still love him anyway! happy early birthday dude :)
well i think i wun go for go forth tml liao lah. im so tired and like. i think i have enough to think abt from the past few days at the moment. and like medical missions i guess i can ask missionaries themselves??? feel qt wasted to wake up so early just for tt lah. yah but i wanted to listen to edmund chans last msg but im lazy lah. and i think im qt saturated liao haha. yupps. todays msgs were really good and challenging and well i dunno lah. have alot to think abt... the edmund chan one was really really good and i found the missionary preparation one very interesting. i guess i still have a long way more to go man. i was like thinking abt it. i finish studying in 6 yrs den have to prepare and go bible sch and stuff for another few yrs... ill be so old by the time i leave! but well i guess God will be teaching me and moulding me to be the best missionary for Him tt i can be in tt time :) and it will teach me patience as well! the guy was telling us tt many missionaries come back after a while and are like burnt out and scarred emotionally and i really dun want tt to be me! yah. so must start preparing now! haha :) well have alot to think abt now...
din noe tt from a few verses in isaiah can really learn so much man... i think that what he says really is qt true and well yups. lots to repent oso lah i guess.
dunno lah. i think my life is qt off tangent now. i listen to what th speakers say abt missions and like i know in my heart that that is what God wants for me and what i want to do for God but i just cant seem to rouse the passion for His name that i should be having. i think its cos i have been like so busy den not much time to do qt and stuff well. duno lah. i dun want to have the appearance of spirituality without the substance, i dun want to seem like im right with God when in fact im not really. sighz dunno lah. maybe tts y ive been qt sad recently. help!!! ok well somethings i have to help myself i guess. i really dun want to wake up one day and find tt i am lukewarm and tt the fire is gone. i read somewhere tt when we all have a string tt connects us to God, and the times tt we feel far from Him is cos He cut us off that He might retie the string and move us closer to Him. such a nice picture and i will cling on to tt :)
well go forth was great on the whole and i learnt mountains from it. haven digested all tt ive learnt but hopefully the truths and stuff will change my life! i think they will lah :) and got to know drew better too! haha. over our long breakfasts during the prayer time cos we cannot stay awake haha. (shhhhh) oh wells. hope he has fun in mongolia :)
dunno wad to say lah. God, please make my heart cry for You once again.
well i think i wun go for go forth tml liao lah. im so tired and like. i think i have enough to think abt from the past few days at the moment. and like medical missions i guess i can ask missionaries themselves??? feel qt wasted to wake up so early just for tt lah. yah but i wanted to listen to edmund chans last msg but im lazy lah. and i think im qt saturated liao haha. yupps. todays msgs were really good and challenging and well i dunno lah. have alot to think abt... the edmund chan one was really really good and i found the missionary preparation one very interesting. i guess i still have a long way more to go man. i was like thinking abt it. i finish studying in 6 yrs den have to prepare and go bible sch and stuff for another few yrs... ill be so old by the time i leave! but well i guess God will be teaching me and moulding me to be the best missionary for Him tt i can be in tt time :) and it will teach me patience as well! the guy was telling us tt many missionaries come back after a while and are like burnt out and scarred emotionally and i really dun want tt to be me! yah. so must start preparing now! haha :) well have alot to think abt now...
din noe tt from a few verses in isaiah can really learn so much man... i think that what he says really is qt true and well yups. lots to repent oso lah i guess.
dunno lah. i think my life is qt off tangent now. i listen to what th speakers say abt missions and like i know in my heart that that is what God wants for me and what i want to do for God but i just cant seem to rouse the passion for His name that i should be having. i think its cos i have been like so busy den not much time to do qt and stuff well. duno lah. i dun want to have the appearance of spirituality without the substance, i dun want to seem like im right with God when in fact im not really. sighz dunno lah. maybe tts y ive been qt sad recently. help!!! ok well somethings i have to help myself i guess. i really dun want to wake up one day and find tt i am lukewarm and tt the fire is gone. i read somewhere tt when we all have a string tt connects us to God, and the times tt we feel far from Him is cos He cut us off that He might retie the string and move us closer to Him. such a nice picture and i will cling on to tt :)
well go forth was great on the whole and i learnt mountains from it. haven digested all tt ive learnt but hopefully the truths and stuff will change my life! i think they will lah :) and got to know drew better too! haha. over our long breakfasts during the prayer time cos we cannot stay awake haha. (shhhhh) oh wells. hope he has fun in mongolia :)
dunno wad to say lah. God, please make my heart cry for You once again.
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